February 2012
Oh god...
Don’t give up on me yet… let me at least show you who i am first… give me a chance <3
Do you believe in a God?
Do you believe in a god? I don’t… I believe in the things I can see, feel and the things I just know that is there… But I don’t believe in a guy sitting between the clouds, just judging people. I believe in the force, and the will in all living beings. I believe in the good and the evil and that people can choose what they want to be for themselves. I’m so tired of seeing people looking for...
Be nice to me...
Seven Pounds: Ezra
Ben: What is your name again? Ezra?
Is that right?
Ezra: Yes, sir. I'll just need
your first and last name so I can call up your account.
Ben: You know what?
Here's what I'm thinking, Ezra. I think
I'm gonna mail you the meat back so you can see firsthand the type
of dog food that you're peddling.
Ezra: That won't be necessary, sir.
So how about we just start
with your last name?
Ben: Thomas.
And don't even get me started
on the pork. Have you tried the pork?
Ezra: Well, no, sir. I'm not much of a meat eater myself,
but I hear really great things about the pork.
Ben: Oh, so you don't eat pork at all?
Ezra: No, sir.
Ben: Are you Jewish?
Is that why you don't eat pork, Ezra?
Ezra: Well, can we...?
What's your first name, Mr. Thomas?
Ben: Ben. Hold on, what was that voice?
Ezra: I don't... I don't have an order
for a Ben Thomas.
Ben: Ezra, what was that voice?
Ezra: What voice?
Ben: Are you blind?
Ezra: Excuse me?
Ben: You're kidding me. A blind beef salesman
who doesn't eat meat. Now, that... That is rich.
That is rich.
Have you ever had sex, Ezra?
Ezra: Did Lawrence in Accounting
put you up to this?
Ben: Because somehow I can't imagine
the blind, vegan beef salesman having sex.
Ezra: Listen, I'm trying to help you, sir.
Ben: You're trying to help me?
The blind beef salesman
is trying to help me?
I'm actually starting to feel
pretty bad for you, Ezra.
Because I look at my life, and it is
surrounded by so much beauty... and you can't see shit.
Is that fair? Does that seem fair to you, Ezra?
Do you even know
what color the ocean is?
Do you?
Ezra: It's blue, sir.
Ben: "It's blue, sir."
Say what you wanna say. React.
Say what you wanna say to me.
Ezra: Thank you for calling Cheyenne Meats.
Ben: That's not what you wanna say,
you coward. You coward.
You blind, vegan, beef-salesman,
virgin coward!
Ezra: Goodbye, Mr. Thomas.
Ben: Say what you wanna say.
Finding myself
I’m trying to find myself again. For some time I haven’t seen eaven the smallest little wink from the me i know i have deep inside of me someplace… But now I can see myself again… trying to drag me out of the dark I’ve been hiding in. Is there anyone out there that wanna help me? :)
I had to repost myself
Det vondeste med å bli spurt om en har det greit er å svare ærlig. Det vondeste med å spørre om noen har det greit… er det ærlige svaret.
I’m not ok.
My toughts atm
Am i doing the wrong thing again? Is it going to hurt again now?… Please don’t hurt me… Why are you so nice to me? Can I trust you, are you real?
Wondering if this person will ever get it… Or if i’m the only one carrying this… Wondering if i’m going to feel this way for much longer…
Lol… I’m just so scared of being hurt again, because I...
Marcelo
I know you want to be something else and I’m sorry to see that you don’t have the strength… I belived in you for so long. I told myself: Hey, he loves his kid and my sister, of course he wants to breake free from this…
Well… as i said; I know you want to, but can you? Have you given up already? Theres a lot of people wanting to help you and who loves you… Can...
STRONGER
Mafa..!
Feelin' Good
Tomorrow
Tomorrow i’m going to be strong… NO crying… NO desperate shouting or screaming, and NO complaining.
Also… i will be hounest, no matter how much it may hurt, about how i feel. I WILL get trough this day. This is going to be the day when i turn it around, and i’m going to take one huge step against my own life.
Hopefully.. I will be ok.
Warning: will probarbly have...
...
I had some kind of brake down… I guess i’m scared. It’s funny cuz… I’m so tired of that… being the little scared weak one. I were so strong… but now i’m just a total lack of… Everything. AND the person i really would like see me as a strong girl is the one that have seen me being everything but strong. But still.. I guess the brakedowns is the...
I’m not scared of telling you, I’m not scared of showing you OR The world… that i still love you a lot more than just that… You are the one I love.
Are you scared?
I’m still in love
Dying boy
Bad dreams, bad dreams go away Good dreams, good dreams here to stay
Grey’s Anatomy
...
Det vondeste med å bli spurt om en har det greit er å svare ærlig. Det vondeste med å spørre om noen har det greit… er det ærlige svaret.
I’m not ok.
Samlivsbrudd
Er en undervurdert livskrise…
ts,ts,ts,ts, *dunk!* "tsaah faaahaha..."
I’m going crazy… Day by day. One minute at a time… a little bit more crazy than the other. FAHAHAHAAAAAH!!! …NO! no-no-no-no!… TUCH ME!!! I WANT TO FEEEEL YOUR BODY!!!! WOOP!WOOP!
Anywaaays….. How do YOU do!? HAH! oh ho ho ho xD I LOVE YOU! T.T
“Nobody dies a virgin… life fucks us all.”
– Kurt Cobain 